Being pulled in two different directions, or rather pushed by one party one way and by another in the opposite direction, with no way of pleasing both. Not up to the struggle of battling swords and liable to get torn in two, or maybe Solomon will provide them with a sword to cut me in two and then they will be happy.
Am I not fed with the same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject to the same diseases, heal'd by the same means. If you prick me, do I not bleed? If you poison me, do I not die?
There's an awful lot of blood around that water is thicker than.
Sending hugs hun. Sounds like you might need them
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Lots of hugs and sending calm coping vibes too
ReplyDeleteHelen x
Dear Arwedd
ReplyDeleteSounds like things aren't too great at the moment. I imagine that those people who are acting up at the moment and making you feel bad have been doing this to you for a long time.
Remember that those who try to manipulate you and make you feel guilty are acting out their own fears and insecurities and trying to make themselves feel better by passing it on to you.
Keep loving them, but refuse to join in their little games.
Easier said than done, I know.
Trust in God and listen to your own heart.
God bless
Stella
Hope you are ok???
ReplyDeleteHelen x